HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Wishing everyone a great year ahead!

:DD

New Year's coming everyone!!

HOHO~!

(Errmm...i just can cut the habit of "HOHO-ing" even though Christmas ended like quite a while, so please bear with it. :D)

Tomorrow's New Year's Eve, but it may not be pleasant for people like me!! New year also significances sch reopens!! Arghh!
I've got like thesseee *stretches both arms out* much amount of homework not completed, or rather, HAVEN'T STARTED!!

Oh Great! *sigh*

I wonder how many students out there are like me.

*Staring at the pile of homework, wondering how should i destroy it.*

Burn it? Flush it down the toilet bowl?

I think i will be having a mighty fight with "General Homework" on the very first day of New Year.

WHAT A GREAT WAY TO START A YEAR!!

你愿意为我而诚实吗？

真的只能这样子吗？

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

[Chorus:]
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

[Repeat chorus twice]

当你所渴望的事达成/实现时，应该是十分高兴的一件事吧？

我也是这样子想的，但事实并不如此啊。

实现了，但我并不像想中那么的高兴，反而带着一丝忧伤。

可笑吧？

哈哈，哈哈。。。






人是如此的矛盾，那么的拿捏不定呀！

当你越想忘记一个人的时候，他就越刻骨铭心，怎么忘也忘不了。而当你越想记住一个人的时候，有一天你会发现，就连他的样子你都记不起来。

我觉得这句话很有意思。看到了这句话，我仔细地想了想，得却没有错


在我脑海中浮现的，总是我一直想忘记掉的人。

就像我想忘记你一样，但你的身影却一直在我的脑海你徘徊着。虽然走了但你的影子却是那么，那么的长。。。



而我越想记得人，却仿佛被埋在记忆里的就最深处，怎么找也找不着。





人就是那么的愚蠢，可笑。不是吗？

自从爱上了你，就好像陷入了流沙，越挣扎，就陷得越深。

但每当夜晚降临，脑海里浮现的都是你，睡前像你以成为了我的必须，就连梦里的都是你。

我逼自己不要像你，唯一的办法也许就是麻痹自己。

哭泣以不是办法，我需要解脱自己。

但我真的可以吗？





我好累，累得已无法呼吸。

OM-TIAN!!

My three meals are totally ruined by my irregular sleeping time.

I wake up at 12+ noon everyday and sleep at 2++ am.

Eat my breakfast at 1pm, lunch at 6pm and dinner at 11pm.

It's like TOTALLY RUINED!!! -.-

There's also tons and Tons and TONS of tibits at home, and you know I can't possibly resist the temptation of chocolates, biscuits, jellies and MANY more.

Ya lah..the point now is that I have a very irregular diet now lo...xD

But tell if you are in my stand I don't think you can resist it either.

Also, my mum has been making a lot of seafood and meat dishes for me.

OM-TIAN!!!

I am going to be like TTTTHHHHHEEEEEESSSSSSSSSEEEEEEE FAT!!

heh.

Woots!!

Bought my nike shoes...wahahahahaha!!

Cost 520 RMB ( 104 SGD).

Now i am in my mum de hometown, hokkien. (something like that lah. xD)

I wonder why doesn't my grandfather feels lonely here...the house soo BIG lah..if i am the one staying here, i will be bored to death. =.=

KK...stop here liao lah...going back sing on 3 dec...WHO WANNA DATE ME!!!

jkjk.

HEllO!!

ZZZ...i can't view blogs with the internet connections over here.

So it means that i cannot view my tagboard T.T

*sigh*

NVM!!

i can still update my latest news on de blog!! wahaha!! =.=

Ytd i never update coz i went to one of xia men's popular hang out ZHONG SHAN LV.

It is consider a place that u MUST go if u ever come to xia men.

It's a road where they will close at night for stall vendors to set up their food stalls, it's full of local snacks and food.

*YUM YUM*

It's a pity i never bring my cable along, if not i can upload the pics of the place.

I tried out alot of local snacks which are FAR more tasty and original compared to SG...opps =X


Hehe.

K lah, i shall update on todays schedule. xD

Hmm..today i bought alot of new clothes again!

-NIKE jacket *dark blue with a sliver strip along the sleeve* (350 RMB = 70 SGD)
-CK long sleeve *light pink* (200 RMB = 40 SGD)
-ADIDAS T-shirt *white & grey* (150 RMB = 30 SGD)
-LE COQ SPORTIF dry-fit T-shirt *red , blue & white* (150 RMB = 30 SGD)
-G.STAR short sleeve shirt *dark blue* (150 RMB = 30SGD)

ERR...ya lah..i THINK thats all for today! xD

So today, i spent 200SGD.

Reasonable rite,compare to de day before ytd. Wahaha!!

I am still gonna shope for a pair of shoes,(hopefully 2)i have two brands in mind, NIKE & ADIDAS.

Aiya, buy two lah!! HOPE i can convince my mum!!!

Whee people!!LONG TIME NEVER POST LIAO!!!


Ehhh..if u wanna date me out or something, i can only say sry because i am overseas now! =D

I just arrived at XIA MEN today, at the end of the trip den i will going to hongkong.

Reached here at ard noon time and i went shoppin' str8!! HEHE!

i bought 1 pair of jeans and 2 pairs to long trousers which cost 4.2k RMB (840 SGD)

And 4 pcs of T-shirt imported from japan, a total of 600 RMB (120 SGD)

But this doesn't mark the end of my shoppin spree..ITS ONLY THE START!!! Wahaha!! =.=

I am going to buy shoes and other little stuffs to go along with my clothes, hope that i can convince my mum to get me another bag, coz she say i too much liao den dun let me buy. T.T

And hor!!

I think i changing spects again because hor...err...ehh....i just LOST IT!
I just got i a month ago lah..zzz -.-


HEHE..bye!!

You Could Be a Vampire... If You Had To

Like most people, the thought of being a vampire has crossed your mind. But you're not sure if you'd do it, even if you could. Living forever doesn't sound half bad, if you could live forever with the people you love the most. But do vampires even love? And would the vampire version of you even be you? It's all too much to contemplate. Luckily, the chances of you ever becoming a vampire are astronomically low. What you would like best about being a vampire: Living forever What you would like least about being a vampire: Blood stained teeth

Could You Be a Vampire?

Haha...changed back to blogspot liao!! xD

Still think blogspot is better. =P

Lala...exams are over long time ago!

Slacking through everyday. hehe

Suddenly feel like going sentosa to SUN-TAN!

WOOTS!!!

Well, bedtime story has ended. It's time to sleep.
Everything will come to an end, other than memories..which will last for eternity.
Maybe the only way to keep the story on going, is to dream.
If it is, i will rather never wake up, living happily in the land of happiness with just you and me...
Maybe i seemed foolish, but what can i do.
I am addicted to the story.

I am suffering from a severe SUN-BURN!!!
I am like really BURNT!
I will like totally have to crawl tmr?

Today was like totally...FUN!!
Went to Sentosa with jiali, seow rong and peiwen!
We meet at around 8 plus? Den went to eat breakfast...We were damn lag coz its RAINING!!
We den walked around vivo and habourfront centre to look for the Sentosa Express!
We dunno walked like how many rounds lor...siann xD
When we reached palawan it's like still raining?? =S

Walked around to look for the sec ones??
Oh, nvm...skip this part, it makes us furious!

Hmm...we played around at palawan for a while then walked to Siloso beach. =P
Luckily when we reach there the rain's ENDED!! YAY!! xDD

We then played(volleyball) with some Japan tourists! Very sociable right?
Haha..but the BIG problem was that we have COMMUNICATION PROBLEEM!!(CP)
We are like totaly HUH?What are thay talking abt??
Despite of the CP, we had fun! Coz they are really cartoon!
Thay are so fun to play with can??Hmm..den took picture with them. xDD

Then we went to play in water..xDD

We approached some commonwealth netballers to play again. xD
But they were like totally dunno how to play?? -.-
Nvm..still very fun though..xDD

Then went into the water again??

Hmmm..den went vivo to eat "lunch"? xDD

Today's like totally EXCITING!? Met new friends, had fun, and the best part is we really enjoyed ourselves!
So we all decided to go sentosa once every two weeks? xD
So if you all see we all very tanned, dun ask why. xD

(The only part that we dun like is...SUN-BURN!!! Must bring Sun-tan lotion next time!! xD)

Would You Be There - Redwan Ali

If I were blue, would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's ok
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

If I'm away would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now(Hold me now)
Would you die for me would you run with me
All the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight(Save my soul tonight)
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight(Save my soul tonight)
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away

Would you be there
For me

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Yanran is your soulmate. You truly love Roxanne. You consider Sheng Jue your true friend. You know that Weiqiang is always thinking of you. You'll remember Jiele for the rest of your life. You secretly think Evelyn is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Shannon is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Ruth is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Ruth changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Jillian is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Jillian has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

HAHA!!!THHIS IS NOT COMPLETELY TRUE THOUGH! xDDD

You Are 80% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

Life is not as simple as just black and white. In between this two different worlds, you will find a world of GREY, when things turn out to be completely not your way...

知足。我们做人要学会知足，不应该得寸进尺。其实知足何常不是一种幸福呢？若是你正在报怨，为何生命对你如此的不公平，请你再仔细地想一想。在这个世上有许多和你比起来更贫困，更凄惨的人不是吗？和他们比起来你是极为幸福的。他们有多么的想像我们一样，不必担心下一顿是否会吃得饱。明天是否会因为疾病而失去最亲的人。他们是有多么的羡慕我们呀。
其实无论是哪种家庭背景的人，哪个贫困国家的人，只要知足，你就可以成为世界上最幸福快乐的人。只要知足，你就可以活得比世界上的任何一个人都快乐。更加能体会出生命的意义。知足的人从来不抱怨上天为他所们安排的一切。从来不去想生命中的缺陷，而是去享受自己所拥有的，自己所该得的。从来不拿自己和他人做比较。若是你只懂得人比人，那么你永远都尝不到知足这果实的滋味。
其实知足这果实就摆在我们每一个人的眼前，是否看得到，是否吃得到，就看你是否愿意去找它，是否愿意去尝试它。
尝过这味道的人会的到永远的祝福，永远的满足。
我尝过了这果子，它的味道甜滋滋的，给人一种幸福的感觉。而这是无法形容的。
你了解这种感觉吗？
如果你尝到了，恭喜你。因为我们已踏上快乐的道路，而这条路将永远的为我们沿长。让我们感受永远的幸福。






（我没有站在任何宗教的立场，以上这番话都是我个人的感慨。）

Holidays are here!!
Whee!!!
Well, i dun really noe wat to do during the holidays. xP
But i hope that sixone'05 will get a chance to meet up and go insane. :)
Those days were really memorable...

Dear,
I am missing you badly now.
Jiayous! :)

Who are friends?
No, i should say who are real friends...
Real friends are people who trust you. People whom you trust.People who you have faith in. People whom are frank with you.
But just why some "friends" have two faces? When they are with you they will act as he/she's very close with you, but when you are gone, they start backstabbing you.
Did i do anything wrong?
Why can't YOU be frank with me, tell me why you don't like me? I am afraid of people with two faces...they are SCARY or rather, SPOOKY.
Is it my attitude?Or what?
Why do you have to be so ACT??
Now i have totally no idea who are my real friends.
GREAT.
HAH.

Bought my new laptop!!
Whee!!I am so happy.Thank mum! x)
Oh, mother's day was just over and I did not get anything for my mum.
Instead she got my a laptop.
OH GREAT. JUST GREAT.
I shall call her and wish her a happy mother's day now.
So, cya! xP

I didn't get through the 2nd round audition.
I am not sad, because at least i proved to ppl that i can sing by getting through the 1st round.
I am proud of myself...xD
So be proud of me too!
:)

Whee!!
I got through the CSS 1st round of audition!!xD
Although it's nothing but i proved to everyone that I can actually sing, so please DO NOT say that I am a bad singer anymore. =p Coz that's not the truth!
Mms, the 2nd audition is on 31st March, still at TPY HDB Hub, the audition starts at 11:15am, hope that those who can go support me de will give me their full support...xD
Coz you people's support will help me overcome my stage fright, which is the worst enemy of each and every contestant. :)

Hmm..this question just suddenly came into my mind...
"What if one day we just seperate from one another?"
I ask this question for the sake of all couples...Hmm...(sounds noble :P)
Most couples will just walk out of their partner's life...never do things that related to him/her again
I wonder why?Why can't they just be friends like before?
Everyone thinks differently though...so what do you guys think?
Should they just stray away from his/her life or should they be friends like before?
But most importantly...what do you think?

Hmm...I admit that I like her, but it's just one sided. Although i really wish that she will return my feelings, we were never together before so I beg of you to stop all the gossips le. I am sick and tired of all the slander. All those gossips are hurting for both of us...What good is there? If you are trying to stand up for me, which I really really doubt, then stop it because it is not true; you are hurting me by hurting her... If you are just making a joke out of this, please I implore you, it is neither funny to me nor her. Perhaps we don't have a sense of humor..HAH.
Win le loh.

I am so excited!!
We! The 2Hot'07 are going to have CNY gather this evening!!
The gathering will start at about 5pm...
At one of our classmate de house...some of us will go and buy stuff for STEAMBOAT at IMM at around 2pm...I believe that it will ba an enjoyable gathering!!
wanna join??
CANNOT!!

Haha...I am just being lame...nvm...

Although there's a change of plan but nvm...I believe there will always be a chance...
Will there be any?

ARGGGHHH!!!!!

Feel like posting but no idea wat to post!!
Haha...

I want to join CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!
People...pls support me if you are free....
It will be on 16 March...During the march holidays...
For no reason some pple my singing sux...
But those who they think are good thinks I am better...
FUNNY HUH??

But one thing for sure is that i need to boost my confidence in order to join
Because i an lack of faith in myself...no reason why...


Aother reason is that:
I want to tell the whole world...even the moon and stars!!
I really... ...

THE FIRST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR... ...

It was FUN!!
I woke up at 11:30am
I quickly wash up and change into my new clothings
We went to my Great Grand Uncle's house...(which is also known as my grandfather's uncle??)
At first i thought that it would be like usual things happening...But i was wrong...
I finally saw my aunt!!
She not any normal aunt...she's Joi Chua(cai4 chun2 jia1)!!
She even gave out her autograph album!!
Everyone was able to took picture with her...she's very friendly
Until 3 plus then my family went off...

I got the picture in my Friendster, if you are interested to watch...go and see...

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!

Erm...actually nothing special happened lately...

HAHA

Thx for asking me to go out!!
Its was quite enjoyable :)

Wheee!!!
Feel so HIGH today!!
Wanna know the reason why??
Don't tell you!!! :P
Finally after today i wouldn't be left alone in the house liao...
Yesterday was quite enjoyable...the previous was posted in the morning de so hmm...forget about that...
Then the whole day work out quite well...
But in morning i went to a place and it was quite sad...
Not because of her...but another reason...
Shouldn't talk too much about it...

Thx pals!!!
I will face the situation optimistically!!
Because I saw the light at the end of the tunnel...There's still chance for me...but not now...
Nvm i will wait until that day arrives... :)

Today's my birthday...
I am supposed to be happy...but i just dun have the spirit to be high...
I thought i can put things down easily...but i can't...
Faking a smile for you isn't an easy task...
But for the sake of our friendship....I WILL
But don't forget that i will always be there waiting for you...

Once again...
Thx for everyone who had helped and cared for me...

Today...i was totally sian diao...
Those who are close to me should know why...

During the science practical...teacher say do not use the thermometer to stir the solution...and we do do do...i remembered reminding myself to take the glass rod to stir...and i picked up one of it on the table and go stir...while i ws stiring the solution...ms khang (science teacher) walked here and said,"wat u doing...i say do not thermometer to stir..."
I was totally shocked that i was using the thermometer to stir then....

Dunno why...but i thought it's easy to cheer up...but it didn't work out too well...
Thx guys!!!
For cheering me up and giving me support...It's great to have you ppl around :)

OMG!!!
My whole family is like going overseas lor!!
Then i stay back in SG alone!!
I am going to have the whole house to myself!!!
They will be going off for a WEEK!!!
Sianx lor...dunno wat to do the whole week...
Maybe invite friends to the house for a stay!!!
COOL!!!
But a bit errie lor!!!
The house is like so empty lor...Then i stay in the house alone...
Don't think liao....Scared Scared....haha...jkjk

DAM PAIN LOR!!!

All chi kan's fault...
Friday while i was at training i was learning to block balls...but after i blocked chi kan's for around ten or more balls... i hurt my toes...i land with my toes in front!!!
OUCH!!It was pain de lor!!
*sigh* few bad things happend in PA too...
so suay...must go temple pray pray...lol

Hope all de bad luck SHOO away!!

Not feeling like having lesons after de sec 1 orientation lor...
*missing de sec 1 orientation*
haha...sianz lor...remb mrs chan showed us her ex student de blog...tat onewho got eating disorder one??
I think very cool lor....haha....am i mad???
nvm
But for me this type of ppl will never get eating disorder one lor!!
i so greedy...wat type of food oso eat one...sure wont get one lah...haha
But maybe one day when i meet with something very miserable and cannot over come it...and get eating disorder....
Haha who know??
Right??

OMG!!~
So long never run liao wor~
Chanie called us to run this morning...or though i clinched de second place but sey chee still over past me....by a minute??haha...after running i feel like vomit lor...poor thing...but during the com lesson i feel better le...Later still got volleyball traing...haha...MUST JIAYOUS!!!!

The sec one orientation eas fun de lor!!
i took care of 1k....which was quite "cute" in some way??ok...nvm...
We took them around the school, play games with them, and bring them to CCA trial...quite fun lah...but they oso very "ti4 ki4"(in hokkien)...give me high blod pressure....but they were quite nice oso lah??Did i bluff my self??ok..nvm...
Aiya de conclusion is tat the orientation was FUN!!

Haha....a belated HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

My aunt brought my grandmother and i out to eat a feast one de new years day....
We ate in a jap resturant and spend $168.30 for ONLY THREE OF US....haha....Althoygh ot was abit X but it is really very nice lor.....their services are damn damn good oso....My aunt and i got tired of sayung thx after they serve us....haha,,,they refill ur drink immediately after they see ur cup of drink is consumed....even though a sip....and their place is like damn nice and quiet lor....its size although is not very big but its HIGH ClASS.....its worth for $56.10 to eat there per person... :)


Their food oso u cannot use nice to describle...hmm...should use DAMN DELICOUS LOR!!!!!
I just say one of them lah...the beef...the beef is so tender that it tasted like mashmallows!!Unbelievable rite?haha....

Ok lah...i show u guys de photo of the food....I treat u ppl's eyes a feast....jkjk